months ago, i bought two cute hamster from liew, which named after PaoPao and MoMo.
PaoPao on the right, MoMo on the left.
believe me or not, its my first time owning a pet. Few close friends of mine and even Shyen thought that those pity baby gonna die very soon due to my torturous behavior. However, both of them are still alive, up until today. Hehe.. Its a wonderful experience watching them growing and getting fatter.
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around middle of the semester, Mei was notified to be Dean's list award and extra-curricular awards recipient. i was so happy, as that might be the one and only Dean's list award in my life. During the awards day, i feel glad to be accompanied by both my mum and dad. 爸爸妈妈,你们看见了吗?你们会为我而感到骄傲吗?
not forget to mention, Shyen celebrated Mei's achievement. We had really great outing. thanks for treating me Mother of Pearl, thanks for buying me a new pair of white sandal, thanks for holding my hand wherever we go, and thanks for giving me a warm hugz. I love you.
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after watching "恋空", a Japanese love story, Mei fall in love in looking at the sky. One fine day, i decided to sort things out with him -my sadness, my disappointment, my hatred, my anger. And guess what, the sky had the same feeling as mine. look at the formation of the cloud, as if it wants to swallow the earth; look at the colour, so darn depressing. and yea.. finally.. I managed to have a open-hearted discussion and let go of all the negative feelings. i felt such a relief.
cloudy & windy day. *taken by brother's hp.
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cloudy & windy day. *taken by brother's hp.
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as a student, one will never failed to complain bout assignmentssss!!
yeap, freaking lots of assignment for this pathetic short semester.
so stress, due to poor time management.
so stress, due to procrastination.
so stress, due to falling sick during the so pek cik semester.
hehe.. but its over now!!
Mei say yeah.. yeah.. yeah!!
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yeap, freaking lots of assignment for this pathetic short semester.
so stress, due to poor time management.
so stress, due to procrastination.
so stress, due to falling sick during the so pek cik semester.
hehe.. but its over now!!
Mei say yeah.. yeah.. yeah!!
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last day for the sem, i feel so depressed. 22/10/2008, my PaoPaoMoMo finally gave birth to at least 7 babies, but i don feel happy at all. PaoPaoMoMo turned into baby-eater-monster!!! i hate myself for not able to do anything but looking at the babies being eaten. i screamed, i got frighten, and i cried for the whole night. every time I close my eyes, i see PaoPao eating her own babies!! i couldn't do anything!! i feel so bad!! anyone, pls save the babies. sobsob.. Everyone been telling me that's animal nature. they eat their babies because they want to protect them. but hey, i really couldnt accept it. pls, take them away from me. i don wan to take care of them anymore. As for now, i really want you to be with me, to share my pain, to heal my broken heart; but you couldn't. luckily, I had Chew and Yin (cacing) comforting me all these while, I had liew visiting me and kt spend his time listen to me. thanks little angels. sorry to make you girls worried. Give me some time, again I will stand.
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