To my love, Shyen

seeing you weekly is just not enough!!
am getting teary again when you say goodbye
wanted to hold you tight and never let go anymore
but i cant do anything, but to see you getting far away...
i miss you!! i really really do!!

^^

i asked: how much do you love me?

you answered: I love you like hamster like guachi!





creative enuf?

miss you my love!! sleep tight!! muakz

我玩游戏 是因为你
以为能有更多的话题 但我似乎错了

我努力地玩 希望可以追得上你们
但看着你们的阶级越来越高 而我只能停留在原地 真的很不好受

玩游戏真的好有压力 一点都不享受
也许 我不该再继续了

身边的东西不见了你都没发现吗？

送你的东西真的那么微不足道吗？
我们的心灵慢慢走远了
你察觉到了吗？
我等你

你听见了没？

终于把心底的话说出来了，别怀疑，我是很认真的。
下次请尽量别在我面前对她那么好，请多看着我多过留意她。
不是我不信任你，而是我对自己没信心。
我会妒嫉，我会受不了，我会放弃的。
我是当真的！

去你他妈的烟！！

抽烟！！抽烟！！抽烟！！抽你他妈的烟！！

什么时候开始，你变得如此不自爱！！什么时候开始，你已烟不离手？为什么我都不懂你已犯上烟瘾？什么时候开始，我对你的信任已变得一文不值？为什么你总是一次又一次的骗我？一次又一次的让我失望？

我应该怎么办呢？一只眼开一只眼闭吗？还是放任你，让你中口腔癌，或肺癌，早早去见阎罗王呢？为什么你明知道烟的伤害力却还要惹上它呢？为什么你明知道我恨抽烟的人，你却偏偏的爱上烟呢？

我真的不了解烟的魅力有多大？抽烟真的能够解决一些吗？为什么我的话对别人的影响力那么大，而你却只把它当耳边风呢？有什么是解决不了的？为什么非得抽烟呢？谁能告诉我为什么！

爱情的无奈

发生了好多事，我快透不过气了，杀了我好吗？我是这么对你说的。虽然被你掐得不能呼吸了，但我一点都不挣扎。心里想着，能够死在你手里，是解脱，也是幸福。然而，你却突然放手了。

我间接害死了你最最最疼爱的沫沫，为什么你不责怪我呢？这样也许我会好过点的。我对你要求多多，为什么你总是迁就我，满足我呢？这样我越会变得不可理喻的！为什么我做错事你被责备你却还容忍着我呢？我不希望你忍无可忍而抛弃我啊！我从来都不知道在你朋友眼里你是可怜的，为什么你要忍气吞声，那么委屈呢？我会觉得我很可恶，我不是个好女友，而大家也都不会看好我们的！

你常羡慕我说我朋友很多，但你不知道吧，我也非常羡慕你的。至少你随时随地随便打电话给他们其中一个，你就可以出门了。而我呢?我空闲时朋友不见得也是。慢慢的，我只剩下你，我生活的中心只有你。难得你假期，我只想充分地依赖你，缠着你，霸着你，我一刻也不想离开你。因为这样你变成了得不到自由的人。有人说人生的路还很长，何必急着绑死他？但又有谁了解我的立场呢？一年十二个月，只有在假期期间我们才像男女朋友，我才能真正的感受到自己在恋爱。而现在假期又快结束了，可能要好几个星期才能见你一次了吧。谁又会可怜我呢？

人生本是烦恼的，再多想也没用。我好累，一切随缘吧。。。

to my shyen

at this point of time, i desperately need you to be around.
but i know you're super stress too, so, i cannot burden you anymore

shyen, I'm so used to you for these 2 days
we fight, we hugz, we listen to each other
how i wish i don need to come back to cheras anymore

i miss you i miss you i miss you
sobsob

“打喷嚏" 九把刀著

不知从何时开始，我渐渐地被九把刀的作品所吸引
喜欢他天马行空却不失写实的创作
很享受种种情绪随着内容而被唤醒
很珍惜每个文字带给我的感触九把刀，干得好！！

花了六个小时，我终于在晚餐前把“打喷嚏”看完了
为什么要他死啦？那样的结局绝对不是我想要的！！呜呜
我哭得眼睛肿肿，鼻子红通通地，样子傻透了
也许最近变得感性些，请大家原谅我的失控的情绪

谈谈书里的名句
“你身边那人，也许不是你的真命天子，但他或许是你的专属超人。
你对他轻轻一笑，就会有一万个天使在他的笑容上飞舞著”
看了这句我感触很深啊

什么时候，你也是她的专属超人
为了逗她笑，为了不让她难过，你什么都能为她去做
可偏偏你不是她的真命天子

什么时候，我也是他的专属超人
时时为他着想，默默地陪在他身边，只求他过得比我好
可偏偏爱情却与我们擦肩而过

命运很爱作弄人吧
可这样也好，至少让我遇见了你
你是我的真命天子吗？我不知道
但我想成为你专属超人，把你的心给暖起来，给你最佳的保护!

officially 22!!

mei mei had a surprising & wonderful & memorable birthday this year ^^ happy happy!!

firstly, i would like to thank my housemates for giving me a 'roller-coaster-like' birthday celebration. To know more bout the details, just click on the photo below. Thanks guys. Love you all so much!!



next, i would like to thank my beloved boyfriend for giving me a memorable birthday celebration. thanks for driving all the way from klang to celebrate with me, thanks for bringing me my favourite apple strudel, thanks for everything you did! I love you! mucks~



not to forget, my wives!! thanks for giving me a wonderful birthday celebration. although i don't like Korean food, but with you girls company, those cuisines turn up to be so delicious!! yum yum.. and thanks for the birthday present! i almost drop my tears when i received them. thanks for pampering me with my favourite pikachu!! the married gang rocks!!




ohya.. ohya... for our dessert, we had durian and mangosteen!! hehe.. BUT after that, all of us got unwell. sienzz @.@"



as for my birthday cake, i had a Mexican pandan bun and a super rich chocolate cake from my housemate, and also a slice of chocolate cake from my wives. LOVE it ^^



tada!! showing off my birthday present from housemate, shyen, and wives!! so sweet of you girls and boys.. thanks so much ^^ mucks..



thanks everyone for sayang me so much. very touched o!!
i'll never forget bout the moment we shared..
once again... THANKS~~

FUNA Zushi

i always wanted shyen to plan for something special, maybe venue to date, or dinner, or some leisure activities, etc...
but it seems that i was expecting too much from you.
sometimes you really disappoint me, but never mind, i still love you!

Friday noon, we went to FUNA Zushi to have our lunch.
it had been so long since our last visit.
but thanks bebe, you still remember where I wanted to sit the most, what i liked to eat the most, and tolerant with all my bad habits!!
so sweet of you ^^



to find out more bout the food we had, simply click on the photo above, or visit wealleat.blogspot.com
it blogs bout all the nice food, from my housemate and me.
enjoy ^^

当下

想你的心一直都没变！！

想起明天就能见到你，心跳就如第一次与你约会般，小鹿乱撞！！

哎哟，撞到头了，痛痛！！

不过

当下，我是幸福的！！

贤，等我哦 ^^

brown

guess wat...
max got me a new brown dressssss
^^


just in case u think we are naked...
NO, WE ARE NOT!!



too bad... cant show u guys the whole dress..


sweet sweet us ^^

~ THE END ~

i miss you

bebe... momo.. max.. feifei... darling... sweet heart... pika pika.... ogui... SOW YEONG SHYEN
i MISS you so so so so much!
THUNDERBOLT~~ kekkeeke...

wait for me ya!
i will be there soon....
cannot curi makan o ^^
muakz muakz muakz muakz muakz..

Valentine's day

outside: knock knock..
inside: ....... (no respond. watching the art of sex.)
outside: knock knock knock knock again..
inside: wtf.. who la..

when i opened the door, the first thing which captured my eyes was a ROSE!!
oh bebe, tats really surprised me!! muakzzz

nope, i am not watching porn, tats a movie called the Soul Keeper.
and yea, that my shyen@max surprised me with a rose during valentine's day.

our initial plan was to have a picnic in the park.
looking at the star, enjoying each other's company
i wonder how romantic it can be.
HOWEVER
we reached home around 1030pm, its too late to picnic in the park
i was kinda turned off at that moment thou...

eeeeiiiiiiiuuuuuuu pop...
eeeeiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuupop....
eeeeeiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuuupop.....
guess whats dat..
its FIREWORKS.

instead of stars, the sky was decorated with fireworks.
omg, tats really unexpected!!
so so so BEAUTIFUL
also, lots lantern (孔明灯) were floating in the air.
they were just like the stars...
now u see, now u dont
hmmmm... can u feel how i feel??

lean lightly against shyen
enjoying the fireworks and lantern above
no conversation, no interaction
but i feel you, my love.
i wish the time could just stop... for us...

i don need flowers/stars/fireworks/lantern to have a memorable day
all i need is you
having you with me, feeling you
thats the best present ever.
i love you!!

tada... my rose...



thanks bebe.. muakz...

missing u, my dear

back to cheras
back to dark hole
back to reality
how i wish u are here with me now
but.. de fact is.. u r not

last thursday were our last outing before u enroll into new sem
missin all de fun we had together
missin de moment torturing u
missin mid night heart to heart chat
missin ur temperature
missin u

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Thursday 5pm

after moving part of my thing to new room, we went to Free&Easy, a cafe nearby UCSI
de food wasnt so nice.. as usual..
but i just like de environment so much...
especially with my bebe..
i'm lovin it!!


we draw n draw n draw..
tat wasFUN..
he draw me a long-tail turtle..
i draw him a mushroon with horn..
y?? because he's so evil.... he bully me... wuwu...


seeee... bully me again!!

Thursday 8pm
had a peaceful dinner at Igentis Bubble Tea

  
SEEEEEEEEEEE
my food got stolen when i was busy taking de photo!! sobsob...
de drink at de left n de right are 'Mother of Pearl'
its nice... trust me... have a try!!
n my food, Pineapple Fried Rice, is just so so...
BUT.. their sambal NICE man!! cant stop eating.... hehe...
de OGUI THIEF order Chicken Chop Udon
according to him, HO CIAK.. dare to try???

after dinner... we shop around JJ
n guess wat.. i found a very nice skirt..
don ask me where is de skirt now..
coz i didnt buy it...
damn regret now!! haizzz @@

a peaceful night

i went to look for him yesterday night to settle our problem
things doesnt turn out well at first
both neither discuss nor talk
until i start de conversation
his hand is so warm... n i miss it so much...
miss all de time we had together
all de sweet sweet memories
he's right.. i shouldnt just think of all the negative side...
come on... i love him!!
and yeah.. i think our problems were solved..
i m glad that i make de first step..
or else.. i will be regret..

i just dislike u so much!!

had a big huge fight with max
i just couldnt stand him anymore
so i ran out from his house
thanks to ben for picking me up
thanks to wen yi for de shelter