nightmare

i had a real bad time tis morning
i dream of something really bad
when i realize, my pillow is so wet, and tears is all over my face

i dream of u flying oversea to continue ur study....without letting me know
u didnt say a word to me.. neither a glance
thru my brother, u pass me a booklet.. of ur message and our photo
i feel so sad.. and i cant control my tears anymore.. even now

how could u leave me like tat??? why??? will u do tis to me in reality???
i m so affraid to lose u.. i need u so much